punkd
2012-05-22 01:48:53
Well, before I was a member, I would put alot of time into my AIO script. I mean I had a gf back then too, I had classes then too, my life style hasn't changed much but now everything I start, I leave unfinished and start something else. Idk if it was because I didn't have 99 crafting that I was so obsessed with making the most flawless script or if it was something else. I Locally added a bunch of my script to msi, and stopped half way. Its not that I give up because it's not difficult, I can do it but I get lazy. I lose interest. I mean Now I have to get 99 slay and I'm obsessed with writing a flawless script for it (not the easiest task of course) but I know as soon as I hit 99 (which is most likely going to be before the script is flawless) I'll ignore the script. I love helping people. Most of the time I drop my script to help someone write theirs and am to lazy to return to mine and it stays that way for a long time. Idk it it's because of that, because I feel the script is useless or because I'm a member and I've gotten lazy knowing I won't achieve anything higher in the srl community. What can I do to motivate myself to continue to script, will it have to come to de membering myself?
Help please :(
Help please :(