DemiseScythe
2012-03-16 14:30:56
I just wanted to apologize to every SRL member for my recent behavior. I have been going through hard times in real life and I haven't feel really well lately. I know nothing is a valid excuse for my behavior and I do not attempt to claim I am innocent. I really just wanted to apologize for my actions and hope to be forgiven. I lost some very good friends above all. I am sorry for hurting them the most but what is done is done. All I am good at is at hurting people, specially those I care the most about. I seem to spread misery everywhere I go. I fixed the tutorial and the merchanter for people to have access to and enjoy. This community puts a lot of emphasis into whether SRL Members would be good assets or not to the community. I am not too much of an asset and I haven't done much to prove myself useful to SRL. There are also many people who dislike me and my opinion is not appreciated most of the time. When I came to SRL, I had two main goals: To make friends and to help around. I am not a good person nor helpful to SRL in any way and that is why I have decided to stop being actively engaged on IRC and on the forums until I have something useful to post and I am a better human being. I will check control panel now and then but this is probably the last post of mine SRL will see for a while. I will take this break to work on my stalled projects and to deal with my life. Thank you SRL for giving me a chance and special thanks to those who supported me helped me stay positive at times.
DemiseScythe
Kyle Undefined
2012-03-16 14:39:44
Well, it sucks that you're leaving. Hope everything works out and you feel better. You have my MSN if you need it.
Why're you leaving :(
And who said you're not an asset to SRL ;s
Btw, change your name to "HappinessScythe" and you should be good :)
[XoL]
2012-03-16 17:03:24
Aw :/ I always liked your work and it was always done very well which I think is a great factor of yourself. You made a great asset don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Good luck in life, see you when we see you.
masterBB
2012-03-16 17:05:24
You're not allowed to leave for that reason! Also I do believe you contributed, don't know what you're talking about.
footballjds
2012-03-16 17:08:58
Whenever you read this Demise…
Your contribution to random solvers has NOT gone un-noticed.
PatDuffy
2012-03-16 17:09:08
Demise…you basically helped rewrite the Random solving here, you've written a tutorial, and you've conjured several excellent scripts. You are a huge asset to SRL, don't be putting yourself down.
We all care for you….
the flea
2012-03-16 19:41:57
your DTM tutorial was probably one of the best written tutorials I have read on this website, don't be putting yourself down.
Look after yourself, hope to see your face around here someday again
Silent
2012-03-16 20:26:54
Don't know what went down that makes you feel like you have to leave. I think I speak for the majority of members here when I say we all appreciate what you have done to help this community. Having said that, I understand the need for a break, and if IRL you need to get some things under control and resolved then I wish you the best. Hope to see you posting again soon.
~ Silent.
cause
2012-03-17 00:44:13
Hey you're alright, you should stick around :)
Coh3n
2012-03-17 02:11:01
Take as much time as you need, but I hope to see you back soon. :)
P1nky
2012-03-17 03:53:24
I don't believe this is any solution, this is a forum not a job or anything dealt in person. So, why are you stressing over something that many of us do not care or realize. With due all respect, I think you should fix your attitude if you have one in the real world… That will help you in life.