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My Sweet Heart Ache (Free-Form)


Bionicle

2009-10-20 19:18:39

5 years, that's how long its been.
5 years I have loved you,
5 years you haven't noticed.
5 years we've been friends,
5 years; and I still haven't told you the truth.

You haven't caught on.

Many opportunities to talk to you, but the words won't form.
Many opportunities to tell you how I feel, but I don't take any.
Many opportunities to help you, give you support, these I do, do.
Many opportunities to make you feel better when you're feeling down, and I do.
Many opportunities to hint to you my feelings, and I hint away.

You never catch on.

Nothing I do can make you realize how deep my affections go.
Nothing I do can make me better at talking with you.
Nothing I do can stop me from just embarrassing myself.
Nothing I do can make myself stop loving you.
Nothing I do can get me closer to you.

But you stick with me as a friend.

Why can't I talk around you?
Why don't you realize?
Why can't you see?
Why do I love you?
Why do I hurt so bad?

But in the end, I'm glad I love you, my sweet heart ache.


Yes, this is based on something in my life, as you probably guessed. I have no idea how good this is, so please rate/hate :).