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Would you be upset if I died? I could take every wish and tell it 'goodbye'. I could crush all your dreams, and fucking take a life. Would you be upset if I died? I can't feel these legs, that shall walk me to Hell, but I sure can feel this high, in which my life is on the line. And I don't know if I'll be alright, so tell me this, are you upset that I died? I thought I should ask you, as I made this decision for you, and it just wouldn't be oh so grand, if this didn't make you cry. So cry with me, dear, cry and fuck and fight. We can make this night, a jolly night, if we make this night a bloody night. We can be spoken of, and remembered, and hated, and loved, all for what? This silly thing that we all go through? Hell, my darling, isn't what you think it is. Oh, how wrong you are. You see, love, Hell isn't where you go after you die if you're bad; you go in the ground so people can walk over your piece of shit body that doesn't give a fuck. Hell is what this night of yours shall be. You'll bleed in agony, and cry for mercy. For you see, I no longer need this fake sense of security you gave me, you fucking whore. And while I bring upon your doom, I'll ask you how Hell is. And then, dear, you'll be upset.

Ian. I called the police here and gave them all the info I had on you. They're contacting Interpol now.

From: ZephyrsFury
Ian. I called the police here and gave them all the info I had on you. They're contacting Interpol now.

… >_>

I think this could needs some paragraphs, to make it more enticing ;)

Talk don't be rash. Just talk.

…… please answer your phone. We can talk. I do not know what happened with you, but please don't do it.

From: Harry
…… please answer your phone. We can talk. I do not know what happened with you, but please don't do it.

What the fuck? I am correct about what you are saying? Sorry for the swearing, but…

From: R1ch
What the fuck? I am correct about what you are saying? Sorry for the swearing, but…

You're correct.

But…why? What's happened to him?

No idea. Trying to figure it out.

E: Rich. msn me? pm for my personal one in case my srl one is in my profile, which i think it is.

Added [email]3garret3@live.ca[/email]. PM with the other one if you want.

Is he suicidal or is this just a poem, angry load of crap just to calm down?
Killing yourself is not an option.

From: Hermen
Is he suicidal or is this just a poem, angry load of crap just to calm down?
Killing yourself is not an option.

Not sure…But he posted as RM and Zeph in "Hey.." in the BBQ Pit, saying he'd had enough, and now this poem is about him dying…I just hope he isn't going to kill himself.

Ian, if you're reading this, please, don't do it!

Thats kinda fucking weird. I don't understand why you would kill yourself. Taking your own life away, not worth it.

Well the police have all been contacted and I hope he is okay :(

I think I would be upset…

From: Wizzup?
I think I would be upset…

We all would be. See Ian, we care!

From: R1ch
We all would be. See Ian, we care!

Agree.

Sounds scary, and very raperlike.
You better not rape anyone or ill rip your balls of, rape of one of the worst crimes!
And are you just tryna be poetic/creative? Or is something wrong?

Yes, we DO care about you Ian! Do not leave the world!

From: YoHoJo
And are you just tryna be poetic/creative? Or is something wrong?

There's something wrong. Zeph and Harry have both called the police. Ian isn't answering his phone and he's not on MSN.

Oh they both know him in real life? Wow, that's kinda scary. But shouldn't they have visited his house first before going to the police? =/ I hope everything's ok. And he still better not rape anyone!

We do not know him in real life, we just have real-life contact with him.

He said he was An Heroing on sleeping pills. It would be a crime to see someone saying they were suiciding and not reporting it. If ian is just lying (and I hope he is), then they will just slap him on the wrist and make sure he is okay.

We love all members here, and wish the best for them.

rofl at "An Heroing" but ;[. Yeah this is odd =/. I hope all is well. So what exactly did you tell the police though, how will they find him?

From: Harry

He said he was An Heroing on sleeping pills.

wait a tick.

I recall him saying that he can't swallow pills. (or at least mentally can't, since swallowing pills isn't much different than swallowing food) In fact, he was talking specifically about sleeping pills, saying that his insomnia is bad, and he can't take sleeping pills since he can't swallow pills.

So he either manned up, and "learned" how to swallow pills, or he is just faking, and trying to get some more attention like a little fairy.

From: YoHoJo
rofl at "An Heroing" but ;[. Yeah this is odd =/. I hope all is well. So what exactly did you tell the police though, how will they find him?

They know what state he lives in, zeph knew his ip, they knew the phone number, his name. Enough to track a kid.

From: YoHoJo
rofl at "An Heroing" but ;[. Yeah this is odd =/. I hope all is well. So what exactly did you tell the police though, how will they find him?

IP address, name, phone number.

They should be able to track him down with that information.

From: Brain
wait a tick.

I recall him saying that he can't swallow pills. (or at least mentally can't, since swallowing pills isn't much different than swallowing food) In fact, he was talking specifically about sleeping pills, saying that his insomnia is bad, and he can't take sleeping pills since he can't swallow pills.

So he either manned up, and "learned" how to swallow pills, or he is just faking, and trying to get some more attention like a little fairy.

When was this? If he has pills for insomnia, he probably could take them if he wants to…..

I assume that sleeping pills can be taken other ways too, or mind over matter if you really want it..

Police just called me back, the have him in custody. He is okay, they are going to make sure he gets help.

Hope you get better ian. <3

From: Harry
Police just called me back, the have him in custody. He is okay, they are going to make sure he gets help.

Hope you get better ian. <3

they have* :p

Good luck with life, ian. <33

Ian… 99_… Get well soon, dude.

– Bad Processor

From: Harry
Police just called me back, the have him in custody. He is okay, they are going to make sure he gets help.

Hope you get better ian. <3

So, did he only fake this thread, or did he actually attempt to harm himself?

poor guy…

Custody + getting help means he probably did take some pills.

Dam man. Shits fucked up. Sorry for cursing but it still is. Valued member -1

From: 3Garrett3
Custody + getting help means he probably did take some pills.

:( Does anyone know what caused him to do that?
Really feel sorry for you, get well soon!

From: Junkj
Dam man. Shits fucked up. Sorry for cursing but it still is. Valued member -1

Are you saying he isn't a valued member because he had a mental breakdown? :confused: If so, that isn't cool. We all have had times when we have mentally broken down.

Thanks Zeph for helping too.

From: tico2
:( Does anyone know what caused him to do that?
Really feel sorry for you, get well soon!

I dunno :( I hope he calls me when he can and tells me what's up and how he is feeling.
If ian. is reading this, call me [removed] and leave me a message letting me know what's up <333

From: Harry
Are you saying he isn't a valued member because he had a mental breakdown? :confused: If so, that isn't cool. We all have had times when we have mentally broken down.

Thanks Zeph for helping too.

I think he said that ian pretty much left now. So there is one less valued member around. If not, then its a dick move.

From: Harry
Are you saying he isn't a valued member because he had a mental breakdown? :confused: If so, that isn't cool. We all have had times when we have mentally broken down.

Thanks Zeph for helping too.

I dunno :( I hope he calls me when he can and tells me what's up and how he is feeling.
If ian. is reading this, call me REMOVED and leave me a message letting me know what's up <333

No not that like. He left the forums. Like that other kid that died at moparisthebest. No not saying hes gonna die. Saying that he may be gone for awhile.

Edit: what garret said…

Didn't we already gop through a situation very similar to this not too long ago..?

From: NCDS
Didn't we already gop through a situation very similar to this not too long ago..?

Not someone who said they would kill themselves….. :/

He left not too long ago, if thats what NCDS meant..

He told me on MSN that he were leaving

Wow good-job Harry on getting that settled, you probably saved a life, that's pretty amazing think about it. You might be miles and miles away from him, but you helped a lot! Hope he gets better.

What a relief! I just got back from Judo, and had to come up to my PC straight away to check out this thread. Harry, could you do me a favour? Tell Ian how glad I am that he's OK, and that we all wish him the best.

Thanks,
Richard

From: YoHoJo
Wow good-job Harry on getting that settled, you probably saved a life, that's pretty amazing think about it. You might be miles and miles away from him, but you helped a lot! Hope he gets better.

Thanks to Zeph too ;) :)

From: R1ch
What a relief! I just got back from Judo, and had to come up to my PC straight away to check out this thread. Harry, could you do me a favour? Tell Ian how glad I am that he's OK, and that we all wish him the best.

Thanks,
Richard

Yep, if I hear from him, I will. I do not know how long he is going to be away, hope he does get back soon and gets better.

If he really was up to do it, you did a great job Harry (and Zeph too of course <3). Thanks :)

From: Harry
Thanks to Zeph too ;) :)

Yeah Zeph too ( i was just too lazy to scroll up and see who else helped! :D)

From: Harry
Yep, if I hear from him, I will. I do not know how long he is going to be away, hope he does get back soon and gets better.

Thanks Harry. I really appreciate that. :)

Also, I don't think I said well done to you and Zeph. Well done guys! Your actions may have just saved someone life. I don't think there's anything I can give you apart from rep…:o

I'm really sad.

Ian: If you ever get to read this:

I'm so fucking sorry I gave Zeph your number so he could tell the police. I did it because I love you. I want you alive, and I dont regret doing it.
<3

:(
what's happened?!
(I guess i'm a little too late…)

i hope you feel better ian.
we can talk if you'd like!?

From: oo00o
:(
what's happened?!
(I guess i'm a little too late…)

i hope you feel better ian.
we can talk if you'd like!?

uhm, police already got him.

From: oo00o
:(
what's happened?!
(I guess i'm a little too late…)

Ian was going to kill himself, Harry and Zeph called the police, Ian is now in custody and alive, thankfully.

Richard.

From: R1ch
Ian was going to kill himself, Harry and Zeph called the police, Ian is now in custody and alive, thankfully.

Richard.

Okay.
Thank God he's okay :confused:.
:(

From: oo00o
Okay.
Thank God he's okay :confused:.
:(

I don't think it is due to God that he is alive. No need to thank him. ;)

From: Wizzup?
I don't think it is due to God that he is alive. No need to thank him. ;)

Some could argue that, in fact, Zeph is a God. In this case, we would be saying "Thank God", not referring to the Christian God, but to Zeph.

From: mormonman
Some could argue that, in fact, Zeph is a God. In this case, we would be saying "Thank God", not referring to the Christian God, but to Zeph.

and Harry and noidea.

From: Wizzup?
I don't think it is due to God that he is alive. No need to thank him. ;)

I thank God.. you can thank whoever you'd like.
I never said.. -YOU MUST ALL THANK GOD BECAUSE IAN IS ALIVE-
End of religious discussion please.. everybody has their own oppinion.. please respect that.

Anyways,
Zeph and Harry quick thinking. :D

From: 3Garrett3
and Harry and noidea.

*jokes*No, Harry is THE pedobear, and noidea is a bandgeek/orchdork.*jokes*

Oh, im glad that you're alive, Ian :).

I know that you will get better soon, and wish you all the best. You'll go your way, cause your awesome! :) . EOF. :D

Dude, glad to know you survived. But, don't try anything like that again, there is always a meaning to life.

Ian, PLEASE, if you ever feel like this again talk to someone. Me, noidea(He has your number, I think he is your best bet), maybe your parents. Just please don't do this again.

If he tried to kill himself once, whats stopping him from doing it again?
Honestly..

wat

From: ian.
wat

watindabutt xD

the fuck?

wat

From: Markus
the fuck?

So no one attempted suicide?

I like the poem thingy.

It was very beautiful, in a Gothic sort of way.

From: Buckleyindahouse
So no one attempted suicide?

I did..

And thanks Jason.

From: ian.
I did..

And thanks Jason.

oh that sucks, by what method?

Women are way more likely than men to kill/try to kill themselves via drug overdose. Also, women are more likely to commit murder via poison than direct confrontation.

Just thought I'd point it out.

From: Brain
Women are way more likely than men to kill/try to kill themselves via drug overdose. Also, women are more likely to commit murder via poison than direct confrontation.

Just thought I'd point it out.

of course , if a woman tried to murder me by confrontation, It's gonna be one hurt bitch in a min.

From: Buckleyindahouse
of course , if a woman tried to murder me by confrontation, It's gonna be one hurt bitch in a min.

she shoots you from 10 feet away….

From: Brain
she shoots you from 10 feet away….

her wrist is hurt from recoil of the gun…

From: mormonman
her wrist is hurt from recoil of the gun…

What if shes an epic supah wooman

From: noidea
What if shes an epic supah wooman

We were talking about the situation involving Buckley…so she isn't. She is hott though.

the cure to insomnia is planet earth

From: Wizzup?
I don't think it is due to God that he is alive. No need to thank him. ;)

Atheist ;)

From: Brain
she shoots you from 10 feet away….

From: mormonman
her wrist is hurt from recoil of the gun…

The bullet hits my shoulder, I fight through the pain pick the gun up and

From: Buckleyindahouse

Ooh, great web applications, sounds fun!

From: Buckleyindahouse
The bullet hits my shoulder, I fight through the pain pick the gun up and

Shes an epic asain that does this voojoo magic shit, your head explodes when she tries to seduce you.

What do you do now?

From: noidea
Shes an epic asain that does this voojoo magic shit, your head explodes when she tries to seduce you.

What do you do now?

Never happens because I r black viking with magical hat


I then slit her throat with my blades of fury.

But she has an epic spud gun, and gets potato in your eyes. You could never hit her, for she is asian!

Ok, hi ian. I am sorry for calling the police, please get better dude :|

I miss you and don't want you to do shit like that again =(

Ian, please don't try that again. You actually had me worried (seriously). There are better ways to deal with problems. Ian, I'm so glad you're OK.

Richard.

From: R1ch
Ian, please don't try that again. You actually had me worried (seriously). There are better ways to deal with problems. Ian, I'm so glad you're OK.

Richard.

Don't worry, I've told him :bart:

When I figured out what the hell was happening, I nearly puked. ^_^
DON'T DO THAT AGAIN! I'M EMETOPHOBIC!

– BP

From: Bad Processor
When I figured out what the hell was happening, I nearly puked. ^_^
DON'T DO THAT AGAIN! I'M EMETOPHOBIC!

– BP

You wouldn't have felt half as sick as I felt yesterday evening….

I'm just glad this is over. Ian. I'm sorry for getting the police or w/e involved but it a "better safe than sorry" situation.

omfg dude why did i leave the forums for a week? all this to happen then? dude you know what i said to you! i would cry if you hurt yourself. i really miss you dude please answer my calls!
:eek:

From: spicynachos2
omfg dude why did i leave the forums for a week? all this to happen then? dude you know what i said to you! i would cry if you hurt yourself. i really miss you dude please answer my calls!
:eek:

This happened before he left ;)

Can some one explain to me what the fuck just happened?

edit , grave dig….


I understand now.

he wanted more attention

From: Brain
he wanted more attention

yeah because you know him oh so well.

shut the fuck up, seriously keep your input to yourself.

From: Brain
he wanted more attention

I dont attempt to kill myself if i want attention…

…and no sane person would…

From: [JS]
yeah because you know him oh so well.

shut the fuck up, seriously keep your input to yourself.

I know ian well, and he is a great friend of mine, but I do agree with Brain.

From: Brain
…and no sane person would…

…I dont think he was expecting to get saved by cops last second…
He was depressed…

From: Neehosoft
…I dont think he was expecting to get saved by cops last second…
He was depressed…

Someone should lock this, i didnt mean to grave dig.

Nice sig ;)

The whole incident is now long over… If you have any personal opinions about Ian please keep it to yourself or discuss in private or w/e….