Sir R. M8gic1an
2009-08-28 15:35:13
Hello peeps.
As most of you have noticed, I've had on my sig "gone until september" ever since my holidays started.
The plan had been:
Portugal (with gf)
Portugal (on my own)
London(with gf)
Portugal (on my own)
Croatia (with gf)
London(moving in with gf + Uni)
Well, right now I'm in croatia, with my ex-girlfriend and I just told her that I decided to not move in with her as friends. That was the last shred of any hope for the two of us gone, and the timing was very bad, because we were actually a couple of days away from signing the contract for the appartment.
It sucks, it's true, and it's disrespectful in many ways, but she brought the situation on herself, by breaking up with me and many other things. That and the fact that I don't truely love her anymore, so I'm not about to move in with someone, attempting to work on a relationship I dont want anyway and dealing with all sorts of crap.
This means that I now have to find myself a new place, and so will she have to. She also told me that once we're back in Brussels that she never wants to see me again nor hear from me, and that if I pass her on the street to pretend that I don't know her.
You can see how pissed off she was, and how she didn't really mean to break up with me, but she pushed it too far, as I already had given up a lot for her and am now unable to pursue a dream I've had for quite a few years - a GAP year before college.
Anyway, for you guys, I guess this is good news. Even though I've been on holidays I've still been fairly active and even promoted, and with this change of events I will most likely have a good chunk of time on my hands to keep on helping to run the SRL scene :)
I've done a lot over the holidays, some behind the scenes, some for all to see. I hope you guys have enjoyed it all :)
I don't need anyone telling me they're sorry my relationship ended, I was actually quite happy about it. Just sucks this is the way it ended and I did truely love her at a time and enjoyed it a lot.
Rasta Magician
As most of you have noticed, I've had on my sig "gone until september" ever since my holidays started.
The plan had been:
Portugal (with gf)
Portugal (on my own)
London(with gf)
Portugal (on my own)
Croatia (with gf)
London(moving in with gf + Uni)
Well, right now I'm in croatia, with my ex-girlfriend and I just told her that I decided to not move in with her as friends. That was the last shred of any hope for the two of us gone, and the timing was very bad, because we were actually a couple of days away from signing the contract for the appartment.
It sucks, it's true, and it's disrespectful in many ways, but she brought the situation on herself, by breaking up with me and many other things. That and the fact that I don't truely love her anymore, so I'm not about to move in with someone, attempting to work on a relationship I dont want anyway and dealing with all sorts of crap.
This means that I now have to find myself a new place, and so will she have to. She also told me that once we're back in Brussels that she never wants to see me again nor hear from me, and that if I pass her on the street to pretend that I don't know her.
You can see how pissed off she was, and how she didn't really mean to break up with me, but she pushed it too far, as I already had given up a lot for her and am now unable to pursue a dream I've had for quite a few years - a GAP year before college.
Anyway, for you guys, I guess this is good news. Even though I've been on holidays I've still been fairly active and even promoted, and with this change of events I will most likely have a good chunk of time on my hands to keep on helping to run the SRL scene :)
I've done a lot over the holidays, some behind the scenes, some for all to see. I hope you guys have enjoyed it all :)
I don't need anyone telling me they're sorry my relationship ended, I was actually quite happy about it. Just sucks this is the way it ended and I did truely love her at a time and enjoyed it a lot.
Rasta Magician
