Phaded
2009-08-20 18:10:08
To any girl that has ever played with someone's emotions.
Fuck you.
To every girl that has ever dumped her boyfriend for you, and then decided not to date you after all.
Fuck you.
To every girl that has ever looked into your eyes until you both get chills from being so happy, just to say she's nothing more than a friend..
Fuck you.
To any girl who says she loves you, and ignores you for another guy she claims that "she doesn't even like."
Fuck you.
To any girl with the intentions of doing anything good. I'm happy for you.
But to any girl who ruined what someone thought was love..
Correction, to any person who fucked with someone's emotions… Fuck you.
After a month worth of quitting and a month worth of withdrawals, I can finally say that there is nothing wrong with what I am doing.
I spent long nights talking to you on the phone when you cried. I spent even more of my time on myspace, writing you notes arguing that I was more in love with you, telling all my friends about how "in love" I was.
I ignored all the shit that your ex + 'best friend' said.
The same 'best friend' that took your virginity and dumped you.
The same 'best friend' that could never do what I did. Could never lay in the grass and watch the stars. The same 'best friend' who didn't know shit about you, yet I could tell you things about yourself that you didn't even know.
God forbid you read this. I'd want you to think I was pathetic for ranting about you and your 'best friend'/ex/new lover.
Because to be honest, you're just as pathetic for doing this to me.
No one here is going to run off to the beach with their 'best friend'.
None of these people are going to come back, telling me how much fun they had.
But even more, none of them are going to somehow forget to tell me that they fucked their 'best friend' while they were there.
Your excuse? We weren't dating.
Another excuse? You didn't know.
What'd you do? Trip and fall on his dick?
If you didn't know this would hurt me..
Then don't ever say you love me.
Don't spend four hours on the phone with me.
Don't walk with me at school.
And don't kiss me behind the football stadium after I walk you home.
Or tell me that you're truly in love with me.
You called my phone and told me that you thought of me while you were at the beach with your ex.
You called my phone and told me that you were walking down the strip, wondering why you weren't with me instead of him.
You told me that you missed me. That you just wanted to see me.
And that was the night that you had sex with your 'best friend'.
I even had to ask. You didn't have the balls to just say you two had done it.
Fuck you.
To anyone who stepped on the person that cared more about them than anyone in this world..
Fuck you.
To anyone who doesn't deserve the person they are with.
Fuck you.
Since faith just doesn't seem to apply to you.
Fuck you.
Why? That's all I can say now.
To the girl who ruined what I put my heart into making..
Well… You know the rest.
-Phade
www.Phade.tk
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