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Fml


mormonman

2009-05-27 07:33:21

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cycrosism

2009-05-27 07:44:02

Is this becuase you died in the PK and lost ur money?

Nava2

2009-05-27 08:02:59

FML thread?

mormonman

2009-05-27 08:23:31

From: cycrosism
Is this becuase you died in the PK and lost ur money?


no, its cuz my life is retarded. and i wanted to say fml.
im so sick of it!

Blumblebee

2009-05-27 08:44:46

From: mormonman
no, its cuz my life is retarded. and i wanted to say fml.
im so sick of it!


you should probably kill yourself jking

mormonman

2009-05-27 08:48:10

From: Blumblebee
you should probably kill yourself jking


thinkin' about it… wouldn't matter anyways.

Blumblebee

2009-05-27 08:55:02

From: mormonman
thinkin' about it… wouldn't matter anyways.


it was jokes, highlight it :<

And dude, cmon now shit can never be that bad,for all the shit you have to go through theres gotta be something thats worth all of it, what/whom ever that might be ;)

mormonman

2009-05-27 08:55:59

From: Blumblebee
it was jokes, highlight it :<

And dude, cmon now shit can never be that bad,for all the shit you have to go through theres gotta be something thats worth all of it, what/whom ever that might be ;)


there is no who, or what… runescape isn't worth it. it is just a fucking video game.

Blumblebee

2009-05-27 09:08:01

From: mormonman
there is no who, or what… runescape isn't worth it. it is just a fucking video game.


sure runescape isnt, runescape is fucking gay, but honestly ive seen when people collapse or commit suicide and its not cool man. My freind had the same kinda depression you have, is gf broke up with him, he failed some classes and some family shit came up. He spiraled into pretty much nothing, dont see him anymore nothing. All he had to do was decide that his life was worth living and I'm sure that wouldnt happen, and I dont wanna see that happen to you.

I mean honestly how bad can your life be? Your not starving, dieing, in need of aid, you might have girl problems or your buddies might not like you atm, maybe your having family issues, who knows all I know is you gotta get over it. Hold your head up bud, your better than that ;) I know that and so should you.

Remember if you need someone to talk to just pm me or find me on msn (Mark_Willms@hotmail.com)

mormonman

2009-05-27 09:12:51

Do starving/dying/being in need of aid have anything to suicide? I just hate my life… I don't really want to end it, I just want a real reason to live. I haven't found any in my 17.8 years of searching.

Blumblebee

2009-05-27 09:15:47

From: mormonman
Do starving/dying/being in need of aid have anything to suicide? I just hate my life… I don't really want to end it, I just want a real reason to live. I haven't found any in my 17.8 years of searching.


dying/starving/being in need of aid have to do with hating your life. And I'm glad you dont want to end it (thats a relieve). You want a reason to live? Go out, adventure, party, have fun, fuck shit up next time someone tells you to do something your scared of (this is not applying to drugs or something) do it. You gotta live your life by taking risks and I can assure you that you will be much happier.

Harry

2009-05-27 09:16:13

Sup, I lub you. Even though I dislike your religion .. you are still cool. :D

mormonman

2009-05-27 09:16:57

You don't know my life.

Harry

2009-05-27 09:31:29

Why don't you explain what is troubling you?

mormonman

2009-05-27 09:34:13

fuck off harry, i don't wanna talk to you

Naike

2009-05-27 09:38:08

From: mormonman
fuck off harry, i don't wanna talk to you


Chill out.


No point in making a thread saying fuck my life then don't say what the problem is… Just pointless.

ZaSz

2009-05-27 09:38:50

you cared enough to put this thread in the right forum. Thats got to show something.

Iron Man

2009-05-27 09:40:21

From: mormonman
You don't know my life.


That's exactly why we cannot give you that particular reason to life you're looking for, but only guess at what could help you. EDIT: Oh, that was directed at Harry, not Blumblebee?

All I can really say for advice is things do get better if you try to make it better, over time you may realize your purpose of life.

EDIT: Although, I happen to think you're not looking for advice, but oh well.

mormonman

2009-05-27 09:41:04

From: zasz
you cared enough to put this thread in the right forum. Thats got to show something.


I already got infracted once today. Why would I go for a second one?

BTW - N1ke, Harry is just pissing me off right now. I am talking to Blum right now… and I honestly don't give a shit about anything really.

Blumblebee

2009-05-27 09:42:22

From: N1ke!
Chill out.


No point in making a thread saying fuck my life then don't say what the problem is… Just pointless.


its called venting, more like when you get so pissed off you want to scream or throw punches or something, even though you know it wont matter.

Harry

2009-05-27 11:23:42

Lol, what did I do to you, hun?

Dynamite

2009-05-27 13:48:42

Wait is this cause of me!?
If so….
The Man = fail

T~M

cycrosism

2009-05-27 14:46:54

If ur angry then punch the fuck out of your pillow that will get it out of you

Naike

2009-05-27 18:08:12

From: Blumblebee
its called venting, more like when you get so pissed off you want to scream or throw punches or something, even though you know it wont matter.


Be smart, vent in a .txt file.

Da 0wner

2009-05-27 18:24:29

That seems silly to me. I could never do that. But I don't get angry that often :p.

Torrent of Flame

2009-05-27 19:01:19

Guys. On Topic, please.

And Mormonman, no matter what gets you down, there is always something to look forwards to. Even little things. My best friend is in a FML situation and the best way to sort it is talking to someone. Talk to Blumblebee, because he's a great guy and is really nice, and I'm sure he would offer you some great advice.

Naike

2009-05-27 19:34:15

From: Torrent of Flame
Guys. On Topic, please.

And Mormonman, no matter what gets you down, there is always something to look forwards to. Even little things. My best friend is in a FML situation and the best way to sort it is talking to someone. Talk to Blumblebee, because he's a great guy and is really nice, and I'm sure he would offer you some great advice.


It's on topic -_-

Making a thread about how sad you are, without saying why is kinda drama hunt, no?
And .txt file would be better then doing a thread about it ;)
I be posting here every week otherwise.

Mormonman, sorry for your situation really is.. but you won't get better without saying something, and defently not by making a new thread…

mormonman

2009-05-28 07:47:45

From: N1ke!
It's on topic -_-

Making a thread about how sad you are, without saying why is kinda drama hunt, no?
And .txt file would be better then doing a thread about it ;)
I be posting here every week otherwise.

Mormonman, sorry for your situation really is.. but you won't get better without saying something, and defently not by making a new thread…


Life is my situation. .txt file doesn't relieve my anger…

Colluci

2009-05-28 12:50:58

You know mormonman, I kinda feel like you. My life makes no sense currently… I've lost all my friends and well the person I loved and I still do.. I have a problem in my spine, it is unknown how it starts and this causes me a lot pain and that makes my body feel weak. So I'm always lying down to rest. I can not be operated until I reach the age of 18 … I'm currently 14.. There no cure for this besides operating. I can't socialise with my friends anymore.. I don't know what to do, I don't want to live this way… Life isnt fucking fair.. Where's god now? Shouldn't he help me? Do I deserve this? My life ended at 12 years old.

I can't talk to her anymore, i know her passwords (hi5, msn, etc) so I keep checking what's happening without her to know. Yes, I still love her.

This is my last post. See you guys. I'm stopping playing RuneScape and everything related. I may check the forums to see how you guys doing.

I wish I could have a life, I wish.

Bye guys.

I used google translate to translate some things, I hope it makes sense..

Wizzup?

2009-05-28 13:25:21

From: Colluci
You know mormonman, I kinda feel like you. My life makes no sense currently… I've lost all my friends and well the person I loved and I still do.. I have a problem in my spine, it is unknown how it starts and this causes me a lot pain and that makes my body feel weak. So I'm always lying down to rest. I can not be operated until I reach the age of 18 … I'm currently 14.. There no cure for this besides operating. I can't socialise with my friends anymore.. I don't know what to do, I don't want to live this way… Life isnt fucking fair.. Where's god now? Shouldn't he help me? Do I deserve this? My life ended at 12 years old.

I can't talk to her anymore, i know her passwords (hi5, msn, etc) so I keep checking what's happening without her to know. Yes, I still love her.

This is my last post. See you guys. I'm stopping playing RuneScape and everything related. I may check the forums to see how you guys doing.

I wish I could have a life, I wish.

Bye guys.

I used google translate to translate some things, I hope it makes sense..


What kind of operation would this be? I sympathise.

The Claw

2009-05-28 13:29:31

From: Colluci
You know mormonman, I kinda feel like you. My life makes no sense currently… I've lost all my friends and well the person I loved and I still do.. I have a problem in my spine, it is unknown how it starts and this causes me a lot pain and that makes my body feel weak. So I'm always lying down to rest. I can not be operated until I reach the age of 18 … I'm currently 14.. There no cure for this besides operating. I can't socialise with my friends anymore.. I don't know what to do, I don't want to live this way… Life isnt fucking fair.. Where's god now? Shouldn't he help me? Do I deserve this? My life ended at 12 years old.

I can't talk to her anymore, i know her passwords (hi5, msn, etc) so I keep checking what's happening without her to know. Yes, I still love her.

This is my last post. See you guys. I'm stopping playing RuneScape and everything related. I may check the forums to see how you guys doing.

I wish I could have a life, I wish.

Bye guys.

I used google translate to translate some things, I hope it makes sense..


That sucks, but theres something I don't understand…you're gonna be basically bedridden for 4 years, and yet youre leaving SRL?

cycrosism

2009-05-28 13:32:19

From: Colluci

I wish I could have a life, I wish.

Bye guys.

I used google translate to translate some things, I hope it makes sense..


Cya, it's very sad to hear your story

Colluci

2009-05-28 13:52:24

Wizzup, I didn't understand your question at all, but the operation can only be done when I reach the end of puberty, I mean when I stop growing up as my spine will reach it's adult position.

I think you meant that, anyways it is a very risky operation. With a simple touch, I can get paralized. It's a very sensible area as my doctor said.

Claw, I don't know but I think that my computer addiction is only making this worse. Basically, my muscles and whole body is preventing this to get worse, that's why i'm always feeling weaky and sleepy.

I'm supposed to make exercise, it's quite hard but I think I am getting better. The bad thing is that when I tell my parents about the pain and weakness, they think it is a psychological problem and are always saying that is it my fault because I don't make as much exercise as I should and that I don't care about this and my future life. I do care about it, but it's hard to make exercise with my body completely fucked up. When I wake up, I just want to vomit and feel dizzy like if I as drunk.
If I had their help, it would be a lot easier for me. This was a hard year, my marks got down a bit still they werent bad. I'm going to have holidays, that will be great but first I have exams >.>

Wizzup?

2009-05-28 14:01:58

From: Colluci
Wizzup the operation can only be done when I reach the end of puberty, I mean when I stop growing up.

I think you meant that, anyways it is a very risky operation. With a simple touch, I can get paralized. It's a very sensible area as my doctor said.

Claw, I don't know but I think that my computer addiction is only making this worse.


Above all I'd say you should do what you can do, with your current physical state. If this only means lying down for most of the time for 4 years, so be it. Make the best of it, you only live once.
If you like to sit at the computer, then you should do so whenever you want, especially with your physical state, don't punish yourself. :)

EDIT: You should do exercises. :)

The Claw

2009-05-28 14:05:48

Ah, ok. Do you have a slipped disc or something similar? I know someone who has that condition, and is in the same situation as you - they decided not to get it operated on as they didnt want to run the risk of getting paralysed. They're in constant pain…but you can learn to live with it. Just saying, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Not the end of the world. :)

Also, they were on heavy painkillers (strong opiates) for a while to deal with the pain, but then started smoking weed and they said it helps them much more and it's not addictive. Usually I wouldn't reccommend a 14 year old to smoke weed…but it would really help in your situation.

Colluci

2009-05-28 14:09:16

From: Wizzup?
Above all I'd say you should do what you can do, with your current physical state. If this only means lying down for most of the time for 4 years, so be it. Make the best of it, you only live once.
If you like to sit at the computer, then you should do so whenever you want, especially with your physical state, don't punish yourself. :)

EDIT: You should do exercises. :)


My doctor adviced me to go swim. That's what I've been doing (4 times per week).

It's getting better, well it was really worst like a month ago. Still, I can't concentrate on classes, I'm always sleeping there and my psychological side is really affected by this.

Edit: Claw, as my english sucks I dont know what a slipped disc is. It's called escleoleose idiopática in portuguese. It's an uncommon thing, i guess as google doesnt give any results of it ^^. Thanks for your attention, guys. It's the only one I've been getting.

Ok, I'm going now :). Keep botting :D

Oh and Rasta, thanks for everything :)

The Claw

2009-05-28 14:21:00

Slipped disc, where a veterbrae in your spine rests on a nerve which makes it hurt whenever you do anything - even sitting down, walking, reaching up, etc.

Harry

2009-05-28 15:59:10

Could idiopática -> idiopathic -> "of unknown cause"?
I still can not grasp what "escleoleose" means, as it must be an uncommon medical term.

I feel for you Colluci, and I hope you feel better and can hopefully live a nice life. I am sad that I did not get a chance to meet you a lot.



Edit: I found a good speaker. They said it is Esclerose múltipla, a.k.a. Multiple sclerosis. That sucks man. I seriously hope you get better.

GoF

2009-05-28 17:42:38

This thread is so emo.

Tniffoc

2009-05-28 17:44:32

This is a sad thread. :( It make me feel bad. Good luck with everything Colluci. I could barely stand 2 months of bedrest so, I admire you.

Mormonman: What's this about? A few days ago you were Dr. Happy on IRC.. now you're all weird.

mormonman

2009-05-29 02:31:14

From: Tniffoc
This is a sad thread. :( It make me feel bad. Good luck with everything Colluci. I could barely stand 2 months of bedrest so, I admire you.

Mormonman: What's this about? A few days ago you were Dr. Happy on IRC.. now you're all weird.


Dr. Happy? wtf is that. And I had a bad day and wanted to vent some frustration? GoF F-off plz :D I am definitely not emo.

noidea

2009-05-29 02:33:01

Look, a distraction!
/me hints to look out your window.
/you look.

I bet you feel pretty stupid now.

Feel better?

mormonman

2009-05-29 02:35:08

From: noidea
Look, a distraction!
/me hints to look out your window.
/you look.

I bet you feel pretty stupid now.

Feel better?


No, now i feel like taking a shower… I just got back from work. Then I will feel better ;)

Edit: btw, there was a horse in my yard when i looked out the window lol…

[-jesus-]

2009-05-31 11:27:59

From: Harry
Could idiopática -> idiopathic -> "of unknown cause"?
I still can not grasp what "escleoleose" means, as it must be an uncommon medical term.

I feel for you Colluci, and I hope you feel better and can hopefully live a nice life. I am sad that I did not get a chance to meet you a lot.



Edit: I found a good speaker. They said it is Esclerose múltipla, a.k.a. Multiple sclerosis. That sucks man. I seriously hope you get better.


Ooh that sucks, Colluci. Ejjman's uncle has multiple sclerosis I think…

mormonman

2009-05-31 12:20:46

From: [-jesus-]
Ooh that sucks, Colluci. Ejjman's uncle has multiple sclerosis I think…


My brother has a mild case, and it makes his back slightly crooked, but it doesn't cause him pain.

BTW - FML now means "Feed My Llamas"!

Floor66

2009-05-31 12:24:28

Llamas spit right.

Da 0wner

2009-05-31 12:29:08

My mom has multiple sclerosis as well.