wired16
2007-07-16 01:31:55
if you remeber about that chick i liked and didnt know what to do with her… well i wrote her this letter…… does it make me a dick for doing what i did?
I’ve waited too long and gave you too much time. If after five years you can’t see how much I care about you then you are a lost cause. Surely you didn’t think I would stay around for ever. That I would never leave. Well never say never, because I’ve tried and tried and I don’t want to try anymore. We’ve had good times and bad but who doesn’t? Also, I don’t think we can be friends anymore because if I stay around you then I will get drawn in again. Time and time again I’ve been drawn in. Even though I though I was over you, and I don’t think I can take it anymore without you being with me. The best thing to do is just stop talking to you and seeing you so I won’t be forced to come back. I don’t want to have to do this but it’s the only way that I can make sure that I won’t get drawn back in again. I also regret wasting those years trying to get you because I’ve missed a lot for you. I was going to give you the rest of summer to decide but, being in Blackwell again and seeing all of my old friends made me stat thinking about the girl I liked in Blackwell. I never asked her on a date because I thought you would come running in my arms. But like always you haven’t. I’ve spent my entire high school career waiting for you, helping you with everything I could. I’ve had plenty of opportunities to go out with other girls I cared about. But I always cared about you more. But this time I’m not going to miss my chance to be happy. Because if you couldn’t see that I cared for you more than anything you must be blind. Because I couldn’t have showed or told you more than I already have. It’s really hard to write this because we’ve been friends for so long. But I fell it must be done. After all we’ve been through I really hate for it to end this way. But, I can’t think of another way. I’ve tried ending it on better terms but I always come back. The last time when I was in Texas I told you how I felt about you ,I read you a letter I had written you, and I hadn’t actually planned on giving it to you because I never give you anything I write, and I saw that it hurt you. I don’t know why it hurt you because it was just a letter telling you how I felt about you, and they were never bad. But it did hurt you. So I doubt you will get this letter, But if you ever do, just know that I am sorry for anything I have ever done to you, and that I have given you all the time in the world. And if you read this far… then know I will always and forever love you.
I’ve waited too long and gave you too much time. If after five years you can’t see how much I care about you then you are a lost cause. Surely you didn’t think I would stay around for ever. That I would never leave. Well never say never, because I’ve tried and tried and I don’t want to try anymore. We’ve had good times and bad but who doesn’t? Also, I don’t think we can be friends anymore because if I stay around you then I will get drawn in again. Time and time again I’ve been drawn in. Even though I though I was over you, and I don’t think I can take it anymore without you being with me. The best thing to do is just stop talking to you and seeing you so I won’t be forced to come back. I don’t want to have to do this but it’s the only way that I can make sure that I won’t get drawn back in again. I also regret wasting those years trying to get you because I’ve missed a lot for you. I was going to give you the rest of summer to decide but, being in Blackwell again and seeing all of my old friends made me stat thinking about the girl I liked in Blackwell. I never asked her on a date because I thought you would come running in my arms. But like always you haven’t. I’ve spent my entire high school career waiting for you, helping you with everything I could. I’ve had plenty of opportunities to go out with other girls I cared about. But I always cared about you more. But this time I’m not going to miss my chance to be happy. Because if you couldn’t see that I cared for you more than anything you must be blind. Because I couldn’t have showed or told you more than I already have. It’s really hard to write this because we’ve been friends for so long. But I fell it must be done. After all we’ve been through I really hate for it to end this way. But, I can’t think of another way. I’ve tried ending it on better terms but I always come back. The last time when I was in Texas I told you how I felt about you ,I read you a letter I had written you, and I hadn’t actually planned on giving it to you because I never give you anything I write, and I saw that it hurt you. I don’t know why it hurt you because it was just a letter telling you how I felt about you, and they were never bad. But it did hurt you. So I doubt you will get this letter, But if you ever do, just know that I am sorry for anything I have ever done to you, and that I have given you all the time in the world. And if you read this far… then know I will always and forever love you.
